!

ingin ku duduk

di atas kursi

dalam kepalaku

pening!

letih aku berlari

berjalan

berhenti aku

duduk di atas kursi

dalam kepalaku

capek!

lalu aku mandi

beremdam dalam bak

dalam kepalaku

byurrr!

terbaring aku

di atas aquarium

dalam kepalaku

pecah!

Tak tau

Tak lagi mengerti

Aku tak tau apa-apa

Sesaat saat kurungan besi

Membelenggu kalbuku

Aku kehilangan akal

Kematian masih tak nampak

Linglung aku dibuatnya

Aku masih tak tau apa-apa

Setelah kunci itu kau beri

Membuka kurunganku

Aku tak percaya

Masih saja membelenggu kalbuku

Nampaknya ini hanya permainanmu

Bukan

Aku yang tak tau apa-apa

Sampai kini

Di ujung garis

Katanya sudah usai

Masih saja tak ku mengerti

Aku tak tau apa-apa

Sepertinya

Kalbuku mengunci sendiri

Duduklah Bersamaku

Duduklah bersamaku

di bangku tak bertangan

aku di sini menanti

kerinduan ini tak juga meraih

aku jadi ragu

tapi aku ada di sini

Duduklah bersamaku 

di bangku tak berkaki

aku tak mau menanti lagi

keindahan ini tak lagi berpijak

aku semakin ragu

tapi aku masih di sini

Duduklah bersamaku

di bangku tak berbadan

penantian ini tak lagi berwujud

rasa yang tak berberntuk

membuatku ragu

dan aku masih di sini

Duduklah bersamaku 

di bangku tak berwajah

rupa yang tak lagi kuingat

membuatku lupa siapa wajah ini

aku kehilangan akal

maka aku berdiri

WORDS

I’m waiting for you right here

Since the day until today

Wish there are any words u said

And make up for a stick

Guiding for every single footprint

Prop when I’m going to be fragile

Light in the darkness of night

Strong in every brittle room

And calms in the broken sense

And I’m still waiting for you right here

Since the day until today

Wish there are any words u said

Or I have to more and more

Borrow words from others people

Hope that is a truth

With it I’ll start it again

And hope that is you

I loose my mind

They are going to leave me

They murder me

Don’t you know how much I missing?

How much I hurt?

How much I bored?

And don’t you know how much I suffered?

Yes, You don’t know

You never know how much I missing, hurt, bored, suffered

You know what many people don’t understand that

Single word can give thousand breath

Every single word you said is bringing a life

So, why do you still keep your mouth closed

And why do you never make a tiny movement

Water my heart with breath and life

You wanna me die?

No, you wanna me be a death live creature

Come on baby

You are the one I love most

The only one I love too much

For yesterday

And since you are dumb you become very talkative

Oh!!!!!! How could it be!!!!!

This life suffered me a lot!

Please go!

Just take what do you want!

My eyes, ears, mouth, hands, feet take and bring home!

And naked me!

I’m feeling nauseated!

I hate people’s words

But I’m still waiting for you right here

Since the day until today
Wishing there are any words you said

Here, not

A river flows behind
Drinks a glass of water
Bring home
I'm alone

Sometimes saying
Time's friend which is lying
All the time
Never stop the tongue

Here with you are sadness
Eating the horn of sun
Explode me inside
Here is time come
Bring home
Here me, missing

But since the Gardian win
smile is love
Laugh
And tears is not you
You never here

I'm alive

Tough in the border of glass
Light-dark is none
Missing the rhythm of life is eternal
The necessity is being existed
With or without you
Life is living inside

I love you
I love you
I love you